What goes on in a designer’s mind
as time goes by
as they watch a clean slate
they wait to create
they think
they reason
and then start to scribble
until their scribble becomes what they take pride in
confide in
grow to love…
Well the mind is creating, creating something new, something special, something fresh. To be honest I don’t really know what goes on in my mind… I really think that it’s just an outlet. For me it’s a way to find out how creative I can be during a certain situation or time in my life, when I am going through a lot.
I am not thinking about when someone can wear this, or why, I guess I’m thinking more of how they would look in it and would others want it because they see it on you. I like to think of my designs being worn on someone one day and that person is called a trendsetter. In that manner I guess I like to try new things with random colors (that aren’t so random anymore because EVERYBODY is doing it now.) Creativity is the biggest thing for me I guess. It’s like what can I do that someone else hopefully hasn’t done or will do by the time I show my design off.
Some of what I sketch may not be realistic and could look as if I designed it for a couture line or something but I don’t do that on purpose. I want to make money doing what I love and I don’t think couture fashion right now is in my goal reach because the chances of me being highly successful in that is kind of slim. Never the less when I sketch I think of myself sometimes as more of just a fashion illustrator… at times that feels better anyway. Then I know that my work really can’t be critique.

When I sketch I don’t think I think about the outcome. I just sketch until my heart is content. I pile things on and add on and add on until I feel free of my emotions that I am feeling inside. It’s hard for me to pick up a pencil and say, “I’m going to sketch a wedding dress” because then if I actually do sketch one more than likely I will not be satisfied with it. Now that definitely goes on in my head. I always think of what someone else is going to say when I sketch something and sometimes because of that I am harsh on myself. I know they say don’t worry about what people say or think, but in this business someone HAS to like it.
I feel like the colors that I use are a pure reflection of how I feel at a particular time and fill in the blanks where I feel a part of me is missing. As color draws more attention and attraction to the work, it adds more joy and hope to my day. If I feel said I will use more cool colors and grays, I guess it really doesn’t matter. I’ve never thought about the same the design in a different color than what I color it so I guess that’s something I need to grow out of.
Until then I just try my best and hope my best is enough…
as time goes by
as they watch a clean slate
they wait to create
they think
they reason
and then start to scribble
until their scribble becomes what they take pride in
confide in
grow to love…
Well the mind is creating, creating something new, something special, something fresh. To be honest I don’t really know what goes on in my mind… I really think that it’s just an outlet. For me it’s a way to find out how creative I can be during a certain situation or time in my life, when I am going through a lot.
I am not thinking about when someone can wear this, or why, I guess I’m thinking more of how they would look in it and would others want it because they see it on you. I like to think of my designs being worn on someone one day and that person is called a trendsetter. In that manner I guess I like to try new things with random colors (that aren’t so random anymore because EVERYBODY is doing it now.) Creativity is the biggest thing for me I guess. It’s like what can I do that someone else hopefully hasn’t done or will do by the time I show my design off.
Some of what I sketch may not be realistic and could look as if I designed it for a couture line or something but I don’t do that on purpose. I want to make money doing what I love and I don’t think couture fashion right now is in my goal reach because the chances of me being highly successful in that is kind of slim. Never the less when I sketch I think of myself sometimes as more of just a fashion illustrator… at times that feels better anyway. Then I know that my work really can’t be critique.

When I sketch I don’t think I think about the outcome. I just sketch until my heart is content. I pile things on and add on and add on until I feel free of my emotions that I am feeling inside. It’s hard for me to pick up a pencil and say, “I’m going to sketch a wedding dress” because then if I actually do sketch one more than likely I will not be satisfied with it. Now that definitely goes on in my head. I always think of what someone else is going to say when I sketch something and sometimes because of that I am harsh on myself. I know they say don’t worry about what people say or think, but in this business someone HAS to like it.
I feel like the colors that I use are a pure reflection of how I feel at a particular time and fill in the blanks where I feel a part of me is missing. As color draws more attention and attraction to the work, it adds more joy and hope to my day. If I feel said I will use more cool colors and grays, I guess it really doesn’t matter. I’ve never thought about the same the design in a different color than what I color it so I guess that’s something I need to grow out of.
Until then I just try my best and hope my best is enough…





